The Glory of Self-destruction...it's the aftermath that sucks...

I've been pondering about myself lately. Really giving a good thought workout. I might even becoming *shock* narcissistic! But I think there is a period of life that everyone goes through where they exam themselves. Ah no..not a mid-life crisis. That's like examining your life and going shit it sucks and then trying "new" and "exciting" things to spice it up. But then it is a sort of life crisis. But after a few days of on-and-off examination, I have come to the following conclusions:

• I'm self-destructive
• I have massive reserves of willpower, but don't use it
• My life is spiralling downwards...and it'll keep going down..unless something happens

Thus I have decided to furthur examine these points and I'll post my deeper thoughts tomorrow. I have also decided to draft a will in case of failure.