Thursday, November 10, 2005

Stop

All quiet on the Western Front, eh? Nothing much to post about and with quite a bit homework, I didn't feel the need to post. But what's a blog without a post every now and then?
It was recently that I actually stopped what I was doing and started to feel the moment. To just sit there and not get a fuck about anything. It started when my parents were nagging me about schoolwork, the future and how come I'm not like someone else, yada yada. While I know that they are trying to look out for me, the nagging reached an unbearable point and I quickly stepped outside and sat down on a chair with Coke in one hand. I just sat there and stared at the view in front of me. And I didn't care any more. I didn't care about tomorrow's homework. Fuck it. I didn't care about the pressure my parents put on me. Fuck it. I didn't care about my future, whether I end up working in an office with air-con or struggling in a factory. Fuck it. I just sat there for half an hour, occassionally sipping my Coke, staring at the clouds.
Then the moment fizzled over, I dumped my Coke can and went back inside. Now having a moment where I didn't need to worry about any burdens or anything at all, it felt so good. I felt invigorated and ready to tackle anything. Which I did. I tackled Physics, and Chemistry and managed to take down Maths and still feel alive at the end.
Now for some fun photoshop stuff I found. All credit is to the original creators at SomethingAwful.com

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